Okay, so .. I’m really happy. No seriously I’m very happy. Beginning to learn how to turn things right side up again. For those who cry, cry. For those who yell, yell. Because whatever helps you, helps you. Pretty simple right? Well then .. that’s how life is .. but yet complicated. Seriously my AP Literature class is getting to me. Anyways. I just want to share that every time we’re thrown down some where, the only way to go now is up. Of course we’re not going to always get what we want (except me, hehe just kidding) but that’s the fucking fun part of it. Because we’ll look for something else to want or an alternative way to get it. So yeah I’ll have the occasional sob and moping period but it reminds me to wake up. Maybe do something stupid and cry again or learn from it and find something better. It’s not that I don’t care, I’m just more selective of what I need to care about and what I can kick off to the side. I’m a true believer of the whole “If it’s meant to be it’ll eventually happen” or I may do the whole self full fill prophecy thing but at least I made it happen! So next time whatever it is, 1) Take a look at it 2) Taste it, Touch it, Smell it, Get to know it 3) TRY! 4) Make an issue with it so you can see how far you’ll go with it 5) That’s when you start making your own rules